This is on my wall. It's a quote from (500) Days of Summer. I see it everyday and recently I've been thinking about how happy I really am. No, this isn't a pure depressing "omg, I hate my life" post before you stop reading and brand me an emo kid. I see this on my wall and think, "I could be so much happier than I am right now."
Oh my god Cara, why don't you just do something about it then?
I am happy. Except for the limited freedom. The coursework I have at the moment(lab reports, essay & presentation) are totally deciding that I cannot have fun ever right now. Anything I do right now, all I can think about is how much I should be doing my lab report and presentation instead. Uni life is killing me inside. ahaha. Well, until Tuesday. One lab report done and my presentation over with. Nothing major to worry about until week 10.
I wish I could drive. But it costs too much for me to learn and I'm not gonna lie, I'm pretty terrified.
I wish I could just travel and go on holiday whenever I felt like it. I need money.
Also, I don't see my best friends anywhere near enough. I feel like I'm losing them just because we're always so busy to actually do stuff.
Whatever. Procrastinating and scrolling through Tumblr will have to do for now. :) Also, I have a ridiculous amount of gigs coming up and I'm way too excited for them all. My Chemical Romance with The Blackout last night was brilliant. Example next! :D
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