June 14-15th

Not much is happening in my life if I'm totally honest.
I stayed up until 4am the other day talking to Declan, just because I can now basically.
My long lies have been ruined, both today and yesterday, by the postman ringing the door bell, people taking down the Lilias Day flags and the roadworks people tearing up the road so they can resurface it. D: SO LOUD. urgh. :|
I did pure loads of housework yesterday. I'm such a good daughter. :) aha.
Today was International Act Like Barney Stinson Day. So ofcourse, I suited up! :D !
I love all the folk who also suited up, they made today LEGENDARY! And the highest of fives were had. <3

Right now I just feel all kjshf;ksjdgkjfdshg sd and blah. I don't really know why though.
I kind of wish I maybe hadn't moaned about some stuff because now it's kind of gone and I miss it. :/
If someone is really special to me, I let them know indirectly. But someone told me the other day I'm very special to them but then they totally act like they don't care about me and stuff. Urgh. It's probably just me being all paranoid and jealous. :/
Also, I think I might possibly be starting to like someone I really shouldn't. I mean, I had they chance to like them a while ago but that moment has passed. But idk if I'm starting to like them or not, if that is making any sense. Or do I just miss seeing their face everyday? Pffft.

I'm really loving He Is We right now. I have a video idea for Blame It On The Rain, but I need it to rain. But nice rain where I won't get a cold from standing out in it for ages. I really hope the cycle track is pretty much empty when it rains. I don't want to be filming in public where people can watch me. :/