May 5th and 6th.

Why do stupid little things bother me so much ?
Why does such a small thing seem like such a big deal to me ?
Urgh.
It shouldn't hurt. I don't feel the same. Why does it hurt and feel like you're trying to forget me and everything ? Even though, clearly, you're not.

I've come to the conclusion I'm too nice a person.

Anyway, the spider was still there yesterday, so once again that room was avoided. Today it's dead body was there. Cara- 1, Spider- 0. Though, the spider does get +50000 for terrifying me in the first place. :|

I've still to vote today. Not quite sure who to vote for though. It's so hard. All I want to know is what will each party do that will affect me personally. Like for instance uni fees and stuff like that.

One of the residents in the home is obsessed with my mum. He's such a creep. I thought that was bad until I noticed another resident is obsessed with my dad. :| ![my mum works there, hence why they know my mum] She's only ever seen my dad through a window either dropping me or my mum off at work. She's such a creep. She mentioned to my mum how she saw something in the newspaper about a grandmother marrying her grandson (SO wrong, I know), and she was like, "there's hope for me yet!" I hope she doesn't expect it to be my dad, coz that would never happen. haha. Everyday this week, atleast 5 times a day she's said "remember to vote for daddy on Thursday!" Shut up. My dad isn't running in the elections, so why the hell would I vote for him ? Also, she talks to me like I'm 5. She was like, "Mummy tells me that you're voting this year." She angers me soooo much.

Laura-Ann's having a barbecue tonight. I was invited and told I could bring folk with me. These folks happen to be either in Edinburgh, really ill, or considering going to Fury's to potentially stalk the guy that she used to see. Great. I've not seen them in ages. :( Also, I really can't be bothered with it. I know I'll be left out nd stuff because I don't really know everyone that's going to be there and I'm a quiet person. I haven't seen Laura-Ann in forever either, so I want to go but she'll be glued to Brian all night. :/
Hmm.

kfjnd;lkfvgj;fdskgjfds.

Also, I agreed to another 20 extra work hours next week. I'm an idiot. Lucky it's only 4 hours in the mornings. I can't laze about next week. I have to study. Or I will fail.

Also, Chris Moyles played Zorbing by Stornoway this morning. Love it! <3