May 2nd.

Today started off ok. I sat at work and read more of The Lovely Bones and played games on my phone for ages.
Lunch sucked, but hey.
I tidied up my desk, finally, and then played the Sega and Xbox with Jayne for ages. Which was ok. Rewatched Doctor Who.
More xbox.
Went online on my phone.
Couldn't be fucked with anything and already feeling like shit, I find more shit online to make my day fantastic.

I miss a hell of a lot of people, including my best friends. It's been far too long since I last saw them.

I was thinking this morning about how I miss Joel. I don't think he misses me to be honest.

I just actually want to go curl up in a ball, read and listen to some songs that fit my mood. Maybe have a wee cry to make me feel better. Blah.

Work all this week. YAY NO LONG LIES TILL ATLEAST NEXT MONDAY. But hey. It's money.