Do you ever...?

To be honest, I want to cry. There is no real reason why though and it sucks. :/
Just a whole bunch of thoughts. I think too much. Seriously.

Do you ever get the feeling that, even though you are in a house full of people, you still feel alone ? It's weird.

My family are doing my head in. They don't even realise it. It's not like, arguements all the time or anything, its the way people speak to each other. The tones they use. Moaning all the time, answering back in a cheeky tone which gets them into trouble, which causes people to be mad at each other.

Or do you ever get the feeling that you just need to escape ? Escape from your surroundings to somewhere unfamiliar with some unfamiliar faces or with just one or two people in particular. Maybe people that you don't usually get to hang out with ?

Or maybe just hang out with some people you don't usually.

I don't want to leave school but I don't want to stay. I'm going to need the familiar faces when I go to an unfamiliar place. I'm not an amazingly confident person, I rely on others to be there. Even if it is just for support.

I'm still looking for that place I blogged about a while back. The place where I could go to escape nd just sit in silence or listen to music.

I feel like I need a place where I could just sit with a cup of tea, a massive hoodie on and my mp3 player switched on. Just sitting watching the world go by not having to care about anything.

<3